Surprised ex-senior

Today, I realize something. When I think of something with my heart, that thing will come true... right in front of me. Happened many many times before but just realized it today. Whoa...I learn something about myself today.

Last night, I went through one of my MRSMBP seniors’ web blog. Got it from the other senior’s website. I was so happy to see all the pics at MRSM Balik Pulau. Curse myself for being anti-camera person during that time. As long as I remember, I only have one candid pix of me at MRSMBP but I don't know where it is now. Errmm...forget it.

Back to my story, what I really want to tell is that I saw my senior this evening at Star Parade after thinking of him last night. Can u imagine, I had been thinking of him the whole night before and today...I see him! How to describe that? I looked at him liked he was an alien…hahaha. Thank God, he was busily talking to his friend. If he sees me with that kind of look to him, I will be malu for at least 2 weeks.

Actually, I never met this senior at MRSM coz he was 95/96 batch while I was 97/98 batch. Perhaps, I did see him but not memorable when the seniors came to college for their SPM result. Anyway, that's still ok for me. The worst thing is my first sight of him when I was 6 years old. Damnn...so long.

How did I discover that? I was excited to read one of my ex-MRSMBP seniors’ blog. More interesting when he is budak kedah coz not so many budak kedah studied at our college. During my time, there were only 6 students including me. Kind of having kedahan ex-MRSMBP reunion. So, I continued reading his blog. Suddenly, I felt something. Why do I feel attach somewhere with him. Even though he didn't use his real name but I still can guess him.

And then, I was very sure that I know him. It just that I didn't know that we studied at the same MRSM. Cam na la boleh belajar kat sekolah yang sama dengan mangkuk nih and I didn’t know it until today.

The story begins here. I started to know him in a drawing competition during the family day at the office my dad worked. This boy was jambu sissy boy (auuwww gitu). What made him remain in my memories was he cheated in the contest because his dad was the big boss there. Everyone else had to draw and colour while he had a nice printed picture and all he had to do was coloured it. That's ok with me but the thing that was not ok was he got the saguhati prize while I got nothing. I knew his colouring was horrible coz he sat next to me with his small table and chair while the others sat on the floor. Cheater!!! That’s what I said to him and he told his father about that. Then his father moved him to other place and my dad scolded me for that.

Finish one chapter. After that, I still saw him in town occasionally la but I ignored him. I hate him so much. Negro curly hair, lembut bayu kalahkan pompuan, and mulut laser...trust me, u are not gonna win having mouth fighting with him. The second chapter is that when I had to be in the same area and building and see him everyday. I was surprised to see him studied at ITTAR too. I hate it and I hate studied at UNITAR, ITTAR...or anything-sound tar,tar,tar. That the only time I knew him as my senior …at ITTAR. Still I didn’t know he was ex-MRSMBP student.

At ITTAR, he became the MPP members there (Majlis Perwakilan Pelajar). We were eye to eye a few time but we tended not to know each other. Ala-ala selisih pandang tempat lain…hahaha.

Lucky, he finished his studies there after 2 or 3 months I admitted to that college. The last time I heard about him was when I moved to KLJ (Kelana Jaya). Heard one of my friends said she met him also at KLJ in training to be MAS crew. And at that time, most of my friends said he totally changed and almost a woman with a make-up on his face. Huhhhh...that guy really wants to be a girl (I said to myself). Pretty bad that he came from a good and respected family in Kedah.

When I read his blog last night, I was so surprised to know the other half of him. May God gives some mercy to him. Why he has to be like that? I know that dia memang cenderung ke arah itu tapi tak takut tuhan ka buat cam tuh. Then I tried to be positive. May be all the pics I saw were only Photoshop editing. I don’t know. I’m not expert at that.

When I see him today, I said to myself why he has to appear in front of me after thinking of him the whole night before? It was like…just wish it and Santa Clause make it happens. Why I must see him? What is it God wants to tell me. I just knew him as my MRSMBP senior last night, I knew him studied at ITTAR with me and I already knew him since the drawing competition day. So, what is it? Owwww…may be God wants to put all the doubts away from me. Ya laa, to make it sure that he is the person that I’m thinking. So, by seeing him, I can compare his face in the pics and in real time.

So, now confirm it was him.