"adik beli dua lah, cuma tambah 88 sen."
I just smiled to hear the sweet young Guardian girl called me adik. Malays always call adik as referring to someone younger than you. Well, I bet you that Guardian girl is younger than me.
Many people thought I'm still young. Title adik, student price, above 18 only, driving license please...that's all proof that I'm not yet 25. My small retarded body makes me looks younger than my age. Plus, I always wear jeans or khakis with t-shirt everywhere and also backpack. Sandal or sometimes Adidas sport shoes wander around the city. Checking the time from my G-Shock watch, it’s quiet late and drives my little Kancil home. Cool dude.
But how long will I stay cute and young while wrinkles for sure will come out sooner or later?
Yeah. I have to change. I must look more mature and behave likes an adult. Wear Polo or Crocodile shirt and trousers, Alfio Raldo leather shoes, Omega metal wristwatch, personal things all in the briefcase, drive some fancy BMW car not a Kancil. Don’t forget exchanging business card to start networking with people for future interest, have social life for life partner, talk lies to have respects, try to show off a bit so they have confidence in you and don’t say sorry when you make mistakes.
Can I do that? It’s hard and needs a lot of training.
Being an adult is much more complicated and unexcited for me. May be because I didn't have a chance to admire any great adults around me. They modeled me the harsh words, the hatred heart, the lies and arrogant speeches, the camouflage of their hypocrisy and the win-loose situation. I hate adults.
For now, I will stay young and naive; playful and immature; sincere and honest; and hopeless and dependant. Just like a kid.
Kids have heart for everything they do. They give when they want, they take when they like. No for the No and yes only to the Yes. Sometimes they tease, they argue, they fight but only for a moment. When they see tears and cries, without hesitate they say sorry from the very bottom of their heart. They see possibilities in uncertainties, beauty in ugliness, truth in lies, and simplicity in difficulties.
Can I be a kid forever. Or may be I can be a PETERPAN. I want to be a Peterpan. Ada apa dengan ku...hehehe.
I just smiled to hear the sweet young Guardian girl called me adik. Malays always call adik as referring to someone younger than you. Well, I bet you that Guardian girl is younger than me.
Many people thought I'm still young. Title adik, student price, above 18 only, driving license please...that's all proof that I'm not yet 25. My small retarded body makes me looks younger than my age. Plus, I always wear jeans or khakis with t-shirt everywhere and also backpack. Sandal or sometimes Adidas sport shoes wander around the city. Checking the time from my G-Shock watch, it’s quiet late and drives my little Kancil home. Cool dude.
But how long will I stay cute and young while wrinkles for sure will come out sooner or later?
Yeah. I have to change. I must look more mature and behave likes an adult. Wear Polo or Crocodile shirt and trousers, Alfio Raldo leather shoes, Omega metal wristwatch, personal things all in the briefcase, drive some fancy BMW car not a Kancil. Don’t forget exchanging business card to start networking with people for future interest, have social life for life partner, talk lies to have respects, try to show off a bit so they have confidence in you and don’t say sorry when you make mistakes.
Can I do that? It’s hard and needs a lot of training.
Being an adult is much more complicated and unexcited for me. May be because I didn't have a chance to admire any great adults around me. They modeled me the harsh words, the hatred heart, the lies and arrogant speeches, the camouflage of their hypocrisy and the win-loose situation. I hate adults.
For now, I will stay young and naive; playful and immature; sincere and honest; and hopeless and dependant. Just like a kid.
Kids have heart for everything they do. They give when they want, they take when they like. No for the No and yes only to the Yes. Sometimes they tease, they argue, they fight but only for a moment. When they see tears and cries, without hesitate they say sorry from the very bottom of their heart. They see possibilities in uncertainties, beauty in ugliness, truth in lies, and simplicity in difficulties.
Can I be a kid forever. Or may be I can be a PETERPAN. I want to be a Peterpan. Ada apa dengan ku...hehehe.
1 comment:
dengaq lagu ni, kami dedicate kat hampa..
:D
Somewhere Only We Know - Keane
I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?
And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
...atau dengaq kat discovery channel
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