February...what's new

February comes again,
Now in 2007,
Here I am…the very same of me,
With an isolated body and mind.

Friends are lesser and lesser,
Hiding and misplace myself,
Fear and worry that conquer my heart,
To stand up as man…like a man.

Boringness is nowhere in dictionaries,
Walking alone in a crowded place,
Popcorn sometimes brought me to a new world,
Makes me hate myself more and envy the others.

My love…where you’re hiding,
I’ve been waiting and waiting all this times,
Only for the best like I dream,
My heart dries and cries for you,
Come to me alive in real.

What a waste to reject the offer,
Chances come when I disable,
Knelt down praying in unbelievable,
You make it true when it’s impossible,
So I’m standing again as a loser.

February…February,
Tomorrow you will be March,
Where pieces of my life begins,
And getting older and abandon,
With hopes and wishes since born,
In my bare hand it’s broken.

I am blind to see this world,
To this people I shut my mouth,
I hear nothing but listening to my heart,
Feeling the sunshine when it’s raining,
Waiting for the rainbow to colour my life.