I'm happy

For the first time, I'm happy going to work.
I said again and again that Monday would be such a nice day at the office.
Here and there people are rushing but I just leisurely walk with big smiles.
Watching the birds, adore the cars, learn new ways, think freely.

I didn't get the chance see this when Nurin was missing.
Now I get the chance.
The missing Sharlinie posters were pasted all over the city.
The public, bikers, taxi drivers, school children, volunteers busy distributing the poster.
I pray, Sharlizie will be found safe and alive.

Today I have plenty of works to do.
And I started to feel the tenses.
Datelines! Datelines! Datelines!
But that's make me happy cause I don't have time to be sentimental.
The other staffs too seem more friendly today.
"You dress up well today. Esok pakai macam nih lagi la." said one of my colleages.
"Boleh tengok baju nih macam mana."
Excuse me, can u just look at it without touching me.
I just dress up likes everyday, what's the different.
You girls...

New staff steps in. Her name is Aishah.
She sits next to me.
"Hmmmm....wangi". She smells good.
We both kinda get along well together so far.
The other colleages noticed how happy I am today.
They started to tease me, speculating my relationship with Aishah.
Is Aishah really the matter?
Today is just a perfect day to me.

Stuck in traffic, not a matter anymore.
5 tp 6.30pm on the road but I'm not angry.
What I feel not gonna clear the traffic.
I need to take it as it is. Adapt myself into new environment.
Wargakota for 2 months, I need to put a lot of patience.

I'm happy, don't worry.